If you all have not realized yet, I’m in college and live in a dorm. So basically my whole entire first floor should know that I exist since I make such a rucus on my side of the room. But anyways, so one day I was talking with the girl who lives across from me about love. The conversation actually started with my asking her about how her boyfriend was doing and whether she really missed him or not…Then the conversation drifted towards whether their relationship was love or lust. She told me it was love because lust usually only lasts for 1 year…
So I thought to thinking about Hang…first semester I still had feelings for Hang…I guess you could say they were really strong feelings, but now I don’t really have those feelings (not that I would want to anyways). I don’t know why. I just don’t….I’m guessing it was lust all along…that now the lust is fading away….that is what is stopping me from making any actions now. The whole fading away process has made me rethink this……*sigh* if it were love, then I wouldn’t be hesitating with this action…..nevertheless, I can’t keep confusing hang….I have to set things straight, so I’ll take action anyways….
