Every year I would wish for the same unobtainable characteristics…starting from age 7, i think? to age 15, i think? I’m not exactly sure if it happened or not, but sometimes I think my wish partly came true. Then came age 16, the official age to have sex. I wanted more. I wanted a wish that when I was young, I could no longer obtain. So, all throughout high school, I wished for this and dropped my old 9 year long past wish. Did it come true? Perhaps it did, and I just threw it away as if it were worth nothing.
Dear God,
Therefore, it there’s a God out there, please answer my prayers now. You know which ones. The one I prayed for on the cruise…at a shooting star…and there’s another one I’m wishing for currently. I know that if I rely on you solely, I’ll get nowhere. Even if I do get somewhere, I know there will be a guilt inside of me that tells me I don’t deserve it. So, all I ask you now is to give me the persistance, courage, opportunity to make these wishes come true. Thank you.
Amen.
